“After [Jesus’] suffering, he presented
himself alive to them by many convincing proofs, appearing to them during forty
days and speaking about the kingdom of God. While staying with them, he ordered
them not to leave Jerusalem, but to wait there for the promise of the Father.” (Acts
1:3-4)
I don't know
about you, but when I got word this past Monday that our Bishop asked that we
not gather for worship until at least June 22nd, I was disappointed and more
than a bit frustrated! While I totally understand the reasoning from a health
perspective, and certainly don't want us to resume worship until it is safe to
do so, nevertheless after nearly six weeks in quarantine I was (and perhaps
like you, still am) impatient for life to return to "normal."
The problem is: more than likely, "normal" will never
be the same again. Like our world after Pearl
Harbor, or after the assassinations of JFK, MLK Jr, and RFK in the 1960s, or even
after the attacks of 9-11, today’s health crisis will probably usher in all
sorts of changes in how we see and do life in our world, some of which we cannot yet
even begin to comprehend. Sure, as
Christians we know that God is with us in the midst of this change. But what does
it all mean? And how do we prepare for
it?
In many ways,
I think this is exactly what Jesus' Disciples may have been feeling and experiencing
during the days immediately after the first Easter Sunday. I’m sure that they, too, longed for life to
return to “normal.” But for them, as for us, “normal” would never be the same
again – their lives (and indeed, the history of the world itself) would be
forever changed by the reality of Jesus’ resurrection.
And also like
us, they, too, experienced Christ’s presence in those days. Yet even there, the scripture above reminds
us that Jesus himself set boundaries on what they could and could not do during
this period of time. Namely, like us not
being allowed to leave our homes, they weren’t to leave Jerusalem, but
instead to “wait” for the promise of the Father, which we later learn would
come in the form of the Holy Spirit at Pentecost.
So, all of
this got me thinking about the “waiting” which is the inevitable characteristic
of all “in-between” times in life: for
the Disciples, the 40 days between Easter Sunday and Pentecost Sunday; for a pregnant
family, the 9 months between when they find out about the pregnancy and when
the baby is actually born; and for all of us today, the time between the beginning
of shelter-in-place restrictions and their end.
And it
occurred to me that times of waiting are most always times of preparation for what
comes next! As the Disciples were waiting in Jerusalem,
God was preparing them for being sent out as missionaries after
Pentecost. As a pregnant family waits
for the birth of their child, God prepares them for how
their lives will be different after the birth.
And for us today, if we allow Him to do so, I believe that God wants to
use this time of waiting (where we are all cooped up in our homes) as a time of
preparation for the “new” life that will follow.
After all,
when this is all over, we’ll probably be doing any number of things in new ways: school; concerts; sporting events; shopping; plays;
and even church will be different! But
even though God is not the cause of this crisis, perhaps God
wants to use it to remind us what is really important and
essential in life and what’s not, and how we can live differently in order to truly
prioritize life around those vital things.
No, very few
of us like to “wait.” We are, instead,
typically a very impatient people, because we live in an “instant” world where
everything can be had immediately. Yet,
without the preparation that takes place during times of waiting, we can’t
really face the “new” realities that life often throws at us.
So, rather
than lamenting being cooped up, or spending time trying to find someone to blame
for it, perhaps we should instead ask: “God, what are you trying
to teach and prepare me for during this time of waiting?” When each of us can truthfully answer that, then
maybe… just maybe, we’re finally ready to leave our quarantine and face a new
world! Remember, God loves you and I do, too!